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Reflections on Why I Write ELSA Online Meet Sunday, 28 April, 2024

 

Reflections on Why I Write

ELSA Online Meet

Sunday, 28 April, 2024

The ELSA meet brought together literature affectionate to discuss the topic “Reflections on Why I Write.” The varied views of the participants gave an insight into what can influence and motivate one to write and write well.

After Prof. Ghosh welcomed the participants, Mr. Anil Sharma shared one of his own poems in Hindi that showed how existing reality in society can act as a compulsion for the poet to transform his observations into literary expression. Michel Foucault’s corpus of work and Alice Walker’s The Color Purple were discussed by Dr. Vibha Bhoot as the prominent influence on her writings. Celie, the protagonist of The Color Purple, has waged a long struggle against gender and colour discrimination to emerge successful in finding her happiness. Dr. Vibha specifically talked about the creative urges of Celia that become a turning point in the novel. Dr. Manju, who writes poetry, said she finds emotional catharsis as her feelings erupt in her writings. She presented a poem to emphasize how the plethora of emotions had a ‘flow out’ in her compositions. Jessica Joel's presentation 'A World More Real' beautifully connected the visuals that moved her to write the Haikus she shared pictorially.

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Dr Deena Padayachee from South Africa stated how he uses his writings to speak against racialism and counter the negativism surrounding “Non-white.” He addresses his people as melanin-enriched are now the thicker skinned and thus better equipped to tolerate the atrocities against which Dr. Deena chooses to speak. Dr. Richa explored how her writings have evolved over a certain period. In her childhood days, while she grew up in a joint family of fourteen people, she would write to conceal her emotions in metaphors and imagery. Later, she started expressing herself more unapologetically, and her attacks became direct. Her troubles, the urgency and the restlessness she undergoes are revealed in her works.  There is a need to survive what she felt and, thus, she writes. Through her self-composed poem she summed up her feelings in lucid poetic expression.

Prof. Ghosh spoke at length and enlightened the participants by alluding to works of noted writers and poets in different ages and cultures: John Milton’s Areopagitica, John Keats’s The Fall of Hyperion - A Dream, James Joyce’s A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man, George Orwell’s “Why I Write,” Writings of Sadaat Hasan Manto, Bob Dylan’s “Blowin' In The Wind” etc. He also dwelt on his lifelong urge to communicate, through speaking and writing, with his students, scholars and writers from all over the globe.

Dr. Srikant Kulshreshtha draws inspiration from Rabindranath Tagore. The Nobel Laureate’s poems are a direct influence on his work. Dr. Anjali Singh acknowledged that writing for her is the source of joy and she feels that the medium of writing enables her to express herself better before the world. Mrs. Sharbani Roychoudhury and Shyamal attended the meet.


                                                         Why I Write


                                                   Deena Padayachee


It was a pleasure to be part of illuminating webinar, a meeting of sentient souls whose insights were a pleasure to savour. 

 

I wrote, and continue to write, so that I could come to terms with the legally permitted humiliation, irrationality and absurdities of Apartheid South Africa and beyond. All my life I have spread authentic information that was hidden from most of the people.

Some of the South African state and other media of my youth spoke and wrote happily about racism, colonialism and imperialism while denigrating socialism, communism, and the non-European countries of our planet. 

An excerpt from my poem, Covid 19.

Locked down savages are stopped from their endemic invading,

theft, pillaging, raping, destroying,

Duping, bullying, smothering and

murdering.

 

At last, the peace of Nature is returning to our planet,

At last, the Earth is beginning to heal,

As the asphyxiating, suffocating, polluting, fractious, human horde

Is itself suffocated by a microscopic foe.


-Dr. Deena Padayachee, is a Medical Doctor, from Durban, South Africa

 

                                                                   Why Writing Matters 

                                                                    Nibir K Ghosh 

My earliest recollection of the urge to write dates back to my early childhood years when I began writing letters to my father, close relatives and friends. Those were the days when having penfriends was the in-thing. Without any exaggeration I can say for sure that I may have written and received over 30000 letters to/from friends. As my interest in reading literature became a passion around the age of seven and eight, I began to notice how significant a form can writing be as a means of communicating our innermost feelings and perceptions. When I developed interest in playing and watching cricket and football matches, I developed the inclination to become a sports journalist. As a student I was always fascinated by the lives and works of personalities whose inspirational stories showcased the need to give back whatever little we can give in return for what we have received as the gift of life. Even without the professional requirement for promotions, I am happy to share that I always found it a passionate experience to write for journals, periodicals, magazines and books. As Chief Editor of Re-Markings, I always look forward to writing my editorials with the focus on issues and concerns of contemporary as well as universal relevance. Considering how time flies, I find it difficult to believe that the Editorial for the forthcoming issue of Re-Markings will mark my 50th editorial for the journal. Writing keeps me connected to friends and events .from various parts of the globe. I really can't tell whether writing makes one an "exact ma" as Bacon claims in his essay, "Of Studies," but I can say with certainty that writing helps me to ascertain my priorities in terms of living life on my own terms and in contending with binaries like justice/injustice, wright/wrong, human/inhuman etc. with regard to what goes on within and around. In short, writing with empathy and compassion about discrimination, poverty, crime, suffering, abuse of power among other things, makes me understand what Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr., categorically stated: "An injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere." 


My Urge for Writing: An Emotional Catharsis

Manju

Poetry most of the time has been seen as a powerful medium for emotional catharsis. It offers a profound way to express and process the innermost feelings to  the poet as well as to the readers. It provides a well designed and flexible outlet for expressing deep emotions which may be very difficult to express in words otherwise. By using selected words and other poetic devices, poets can convey those complex feelings of love, grief, joy, or despair which resonate but in the bottom of the heart in absence of appropriate expression. When a poet finds someone sharing the same feelings, he feels solace. I would like to mention a couple of couplets here composed by me expressing the same idea:

मेरा रुतबा रुबाब पन्नों पर

मेरी आंखो के खुआंव पन्नों पर

जो दे पाई रूबरू होकर 

वही सारे जवाब पन्नों पर

जो मेरी आंख ने पीया था कभी 

छलक आया सैलाब पन्नों पर 

वो तेरे मेरे खत बता क्या हैं

प्रेम का है हिसाब पन्नों पर।

 

Whenever someone writes poetry, he creates a space where he and his readers can take a dip into the ocean of his personal experiences and memories. Sometimes it happens when the poet revisits his past or contemplates his current circumstances, he not only understands himself but also helps in coming to terms with difficult emotions. When painful emotions are expressed through words, the poets begin to make sense of their suffering and find a sense of healing. Whenever poetry flows directly from the heart without making any effort, it takes the poet as well as the readers towards emotional maturity. The lines of my poem shared here explain it well:

The Poem

In heart's cage keeps bouncing a poem, 

Looks out of its window

And knocks on its door;

I dress it in precious clothes and deck

It with glittering similes,

And imprison it with rhythms of a veil. 

The quiet, beautiful girl

Now bides her time in shy hesitancy.

 

Dr Manju, Professor UILAH, Chandigarh University 

 

Language, Power and Gendered Social Inequality: Foucaldian Perspective

Vibha Bhoot

Foucault's analysis of society centers on the concept of power and its pervasive role in shaping social institutions, relationships, and identities. He argues that power is not merely a top-down force exerted by governments or elites but is diffused throughout society and manifests in various forms, including disciplinary practices and norms.  Foucault discusses how institutions like prisons, schools, and hospitals regulate and control individuals through surveillance and normalization. This concept refers to the management of populations by states through an array of techniques and strategies to optimize and control life. Foucault introduces this idea to explain how the state exercises power over the population and individuals' conduct through governing practices and policies. Foucault examines the role of language in the formation of knowledge and the exercise of power. He views language not just as a means of communication but as a tool for structuring reality and enforcing power relations. Foucault emphasizes the importance of discourse, which refers to the ways of speaking and thinking about the world that are governed by rules and conventions. Discourses shape our understanding of reality and are a means through which power operates. Episteme refers to the underlying structures of knowledge that define what is considered true or false in different historical periods. Each era has its own episteme that shapes and limits what can be known and spoken. Foucault argues that knowledge and power are intertwined. Knowledge is not neutral but is produced through power relations and serves to reinforce them. Foucault's work on social justice focuses on how power relations create and sustain social inequalities. He is critical of traditional notions of justice that ignore the complexities of power dynamics. Foucault challenges the legitimacy of social institutions like the legal and penal systems, which he argues perpetuate injustice under the guise of maintaining order. He emphasizes the importance of resistance against oppressive power structures. Foucault believes that marginalized groups can challenge dominant discourses and practices through various forms of activism. Later in his career, Foucault focuses on the concept of "care of the self," advocating for personal practices of freedom and self-transformation as a means to resist and subvert power. Foucault's work provides a critical lens to examine how language and power operate within society, revealing the underlying mechanisms that perpetuate social inequalities and suggesting avenues for resistance and change. Critical opinions were included in the presentation which accentuated the above statements by Michael Foucault.- Dr Vibha Bhoot, Dept Of English, JNV University, Jodhpur

Why do I Write?

Richa

Apparently, it is an easy topic to speak on, “Why do I write?” but when I started thinking about it, it took me to an ongoing journey that began long back.

I can roughly divide this journey into three phases namely, writing as a child, as an adolescent and as an adult. I began writing diary quite early and I remember communicating with it quite often. I don’t know what had I written under the title ‘Black clouds of my life’ when I was probably 11 or 12 years old. There must have been reasons. I was a lonely child in a long joint family of some fourteen members. So, having no one with me, I began writing purely to share my feelings, to vent out or to rant. I liked it and I had a company of my pen and notebook to cry with me. All I know is that it was urgent for me to write then.

As an adolescent, I continued writing because I liked it and I started writing poems in metaphorical language or through references and allusions. I was probably scared to be judged or questioned and I chose poetry as a cover up. Yes, metaphors can be a great cover up, you speak and you don’t speak. This led to a unique experience of mediating between concealing and revealing. The side effect was self-absorption. Writing became a source of avoiding my troubled surroundings and getting too much into myself. But I can’t deny that I continued because it was still urgent.

As an adult, I realized that or I was made to realise that writing is a political act and we must write to resist, to question or to simply intervene. So, I dropped the metaphors, (more or less), removed the adapted decorative linguistic veil and started writing as I am, as I think. Writing enables me to move in and out of myself, to be able to be empathetic and most importantly to be honest. So, I write about my absence, I write about other absences too. As an adult I have learnt to understand loneliness and crowd and I write about both. I write because I have stories, I write because I am stories, ‘Graveyard of stories’ (title of one of my poems). I write because it is important to tell the world that I am alive, or I am watching you.  At the end, I can say that I have restlessness enough to write and helplessness enough that I can only write.

And yes, I write because it is urgent.

 -Dr Richa, Assistant Professor, Department of English, Patna College

                                                           Reflections on Why I Write?

Saurabh Agarwal

It implies that reading good literature will automatically get reflected in the person's writing and motivate them to write more. Well in my case, not to be taken as a rule in general, but may not be a secluded example, reading has proved to be debilitating when I compare my meagre output, quantitative and qualitative, falling way short of anything of value, but parasitic on the readers time and effort and eventually not imparting anything worthy of the temporal investment that one may have made on it. 

Such self-attributed deficiency remains a hurdle and set against the standards of the stalwarts, remains hidden in the layers of self-criticism rarely surfacing when the urge to express is strong and assisted by the art of skillful expression to convey. The necessity to write arises as the ultimate tool to lend the disorganized thoughts a concrete shape that will find a meaning of its own and should be endowed with some power to bear the onslaught it may have to bear in this age of trolling. 

Writing is an offshoot of one's sensitivity. It has a strong tendency to be a carrier of the writer’s personality traits and if not skillfully camouflaged by strong imagination, it will be judged and dissected to reveal the meanings never intended to be there. The fear of own weakness glaring out can do damage to the originality and lead to the use of subdued tones. This makes me hypercritical of my own writing and aborting it.

While I may encounter numerous situations that instigate me to wield the pen, habitual procrastination may remain the unsurmountable challenge that has proved to be the death knell for sudden ideation. One streak that produces a good piece may not be enough to qualify me as a writer. Thus, writing has to be meaningful, methodological and consistent to leave a lasting impact and till such strengths are not acquired I would rather not write.

                                    A World More Real: A Short Collection of Haikus

Jessica Joel

Reflecting on why I write, I can’t stop but reminisce how sensitive I was as a child. I couldn’t bear to see people suffering in the hospitals, begging by the roadsides, scantily dressed children with dirt stuck on their hands and feet crying for help. Capsuled in an imperfect world, I would find refuge in the perfection of the garden at my grandmother’s house. The lawn was too big for us to run in a go without heaving, but the best escape from the world. As Robert Browning once said, “God is the perfect poet”, I found perfection in the sturdiness of the trees; I found serenity in the gentle breeze filling my lungs with whiffs from the distant flowers, there was joy in observing the bees and insects racing for bright petals, I loved the story behind the squirrel chase, or birds preening each other before having a pecking argument and flying away. This was the world more real to me, and more than a perfect escape, it taught a child who was nervous while talking to express through words. And as I would hide behind the tall Gulmohar trees at the end, all covered by the bushes of wild periwinkles I would take out the pocket diary and write about the ants marching over the freshly fallen leaves, the morning dew sliding from the grass, and with time rhyming naturally oozed out in my expressions, and without any knowledge of what was meter or intonations I started writing poetry and finally found an outburst of emotional expression. Just as William Wordsworth said, “poetry is a spontaneous overflow of powerful emotions, it takes its origin from emotion recollected in tranquility,” poetry happened to me.

Soaking in the nature and writing it down, I now realize that Plutarch truly said “Painting is silent poetry, and poetry is painting that speaks.”

Since it was visual imagery that provoked me to writing, I want to express through some haikus, how these images provoked me emotionally till it made a way for thoughts to race, and the race to be finished in written words. As I write, I transcend to the world that is more real to me, the world that I am creating, where I am at peace and can question nature at length, where I can feel beyond the pain and cope without being slayed, where I can escape the brutal pangs of this world and show the real me. Below are some Haikus that are a result of words inspired by the world that is more real to me.

I am more than grateful to ELSA for this session of reflection; some beautiful memories long buried can realign the future.



In Memoriam 

It is exceedingly sad that one of our very regular members, Prof. Santosh Gupta, former Head, Department of English, Rajasthan University, Jaipur couldn't attend the meet. I learnt with profound sorrow of her untimely demise from a friend. She was an integral part of ELSA and Re-Markings.Will always miss her affectionate presence. 

Our heartfelt condolences on this tragic loss to the bereaved family. Prayers for the peace of the noble soul. 











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